Random thoughts

2009-12-11T16:11:00.000-08:00

2009-10-30T21:45:00.000-07:00

Shopping with Mom. Smiley face.

2009-10-28T22:53:00.000-07:00

"Somewhere we know that without silence words lose their meaning, that without listening speaking no longer heals, that without distance closeness cannot cure."

henri nouwen

2009-10-28T20:51:00.000-07:00

Today's creative activity: packaging for mom's birthday present.

2009-10-25T15:10:00.000-07:00

A night of film. Here is one of the film's we watched: The Butterfly Circus.

Nick Vujicic, was interviewed after the film. Check out his site: Life Without Limbs

Moved to tears. Standing ovation.

2009-10-23T21:44:00.000-07:00

First sight and very surreal. This past week was surreal. Last Sunday, I had the privilege of being a bridesmaid in Ina and Joe's wedding. Ina has been one of my dearest friends since childhood. The whole day seemed surreal. I think as a little girl you always wonder what your "big day" will be like. And now, at 25, I stand next to my friend who I've shared countless memories with, endless amounts of conversations and get to watch her walk towards the man of her dreams. I got to share in her "big day". My favorite part of the day was getting to see Joe's face when the doors opened and there stood his beautiful bride. He raised both his arms in the air like a touchdown. HUGE SMILE.

Second surreal of my week, my sister had her baby! I'm an AUNTIE!!! It gets a little intense being in the room while everything is going on, but since I've been nominated the family photographer, I had to be there. Actually, I felt super privileged that my sister let me be there, again. She is such a champ and I am so proud of her!!!! It is one of the most intense and amazing experiences to see a baby being born. It is strange and unfamiliar to look at this little person and realize you've never met them before, but that no one else in the world knows them either. I got to see the look on my sister's face when she met her little boy for the first time. These moments are absolutely beautiful.

I would like to thank my wonderful friends,family, Starbucks drip coffee (non-decaf just for this week), and my funny co-workers for making this week exceedingly awesome!

2009-10-06T20:06:00.000-07:00

I've been gluten-free for a while but am still testing out new recipes. If you have any good ones, please send them my way. Here is my weekend experiment. Gluten-free banana bunt cake. Turned out quite yummy.

2009-09-18T17:02:00.000-07:00

My boss rarely has her music available to listen through itunes. Usually, I don't get past "B" in her music but today I ventured further down in the list. I gasped with excitement and surprise. The list is so long.

2009-09-17T22:44:00.000-07:00

Last Saturday I went to a concert on a roof in downtown LA. I must say it was quite spectacular. Plays Well with Others, Vienne, Dearheart and Lowlight music performances. Tiny Stars and Falling Whistles were present as well. BBQ, finding a fellow gluten free buddy, sunset, fabulous conversations and post concert dance party. What a great night! I grabbed some of Alex's photos to show you.

2008-09-22T16:57:00.000-07:00

I just came across this photo on my boss' blog. It made me laugh. I enjoy my job so much. Especially when questions like: Would I see more of the world if I opened my eyes bigger? That being our conversation starter, we discussed how would we see the world, art, ourselves and other people if we were looking at the things differently.

2008-06-14T14:42:00.000-07:00

2008-06-12T20:58:00.000-07:00

Does this print look familiar? I found this picture on a DIY project on designsponge It would be fun to have stairs like this.

2008-06-12T20:55:00.000-07:00

This is my ipod and the cozy I knit for it. Isn't it pretty. It makes me happy.

2008-06-11T13:32:00.000-07:00

I just stumbled across amy ruppel's website today. She's an artist from Portland, Or. I first found her unique art on etsy.com. I'm such a fan!

2008-06-05T21:21:00.000-07:00

This week has been full of little moments where I discover something so brilliantly simple that I overlook it. Sometimes I wonder why I try to make something more difficult that it has to be. I think it is part of learning.

On Monday, I learned how to recolor a repeat pattern in Illustrator.

Tuesday, I found a shortcut button in Illustrator that helped me with what I was working on. It probably saves me 2 sec. (these add up with as many times as I've been using this) YAY!

If you don't know this about me I am a big fan of new experiences, for the most part. Today I found my new favorite Starbucks. The location is in the middle of this new apartment complex in Irvine. I felt like I was in another country for about fifteen minutes, then I realized I'm still in Irvine. Maybe I was excited because it was morning and that is one of my favorite times being out because it is so quiet and peaceful. I actually wasn't craving coffee this morning but a muffin, Starbucks doesn't have the greatest muffins but I was on my way to work and this Starbucks was on the way. It had so many cozy places to sit and lots of tables, with outlets! I always check at coffee shops so I know if I can bring my computer to do work. They played really good music too, according to my standards of "quality" coffee shop music. I was impressed.

I am enjoying my "little moments" this week.

2008-01-28T11:39:00.000-08:00

It has been a while since I've written anything. My apologies. I am currently doing graphic design/production art for a sweet scrapbooking company. http://www.meandmybigideas.com/ I enjoy designing and learning new things about graphic design. It is fun working in a creative environment that expands my creative side as well as expressing it. I'm determined to keep up with writing more often. We'll see how it goes.

2006-09-13T17:53:00.000-07:00

rain.peaceful.thoughtful.classical

2006-09-12T18:05:00.000-07:00

My days are filled with random thoughts, recalled memories or conversations and thoughts of the future. I find that I don't write much on this blog because I feel like I'm just talking to myself. Which if I were doing, I don't have to go to a computer and sign in so that I can talk to myself. I can do that anytime.

Randomest thought of the day: chattin' chitty. I mixed up the phrase chitty chattin' accidentally and then realized that sounds kinda funny. "chattin' chitty". What's a chitty? Why do we say that? What a wierd phrase.

This is my last semester so I'm enjoying it the best I can before the working world sets in. Looking back over my time in college makes me smile and sigh at the things that I've been through. Things that I've put myself through and things that I've learned. This is pretty general but I have been reflecting a lot on God's faithfulness in my life and how he has taken care of my heart and my life more than I ever imagined. Each moment that I see myself trying to control my life or a situation and give it over to the Lord and what His word promises tends to make my life better than I want. I see that His ways are so much higher than my ways. It is not always easy or clear to follow Christ but it is worth everything that we think we are sacrificing. I think one of the hardest things about following Christ is saying no to ourselves and what we want. At least that is what trips me up.....I'm grateful for grace.

On the design side of things. I love school. I am taking all the classes I wished I could've taken instead of the prerequisites that are no fun. I wish as a freshman in college I could've known at least more of what I like and how to do school better. I wish that I had pursued art more in high school or even more in college. Art is intruiging, challenging and fun but I have always believed that it's not logical, at least not when you have to pay the bills. Be logical, get a real job that will pay money. I considered being a business major, even a psychology major! Yikes! I would be so miserable with my life. My dad gave me the best advice that made me certain that I picked the right major. "Just pick something you really like, you never know if you're going to end up using it after you graduate and then you'll be motivated to go to class." Graphic design could not be more fun for me. It combines a little bit of everything I enjoy doing and wraps it all into one. Can it get any better than that? Well, yes, I suppose because I still need to get a job, hahah. I can enjoy all of the hobbies that fill my time but I end up asking myself "how could I turn this into a job because I really like doing this?"

2006-06-13T20:39:00.000-07:00

It has been a while. Life gets busy which usually means I end up neglecting my journal entries. I am interning this summer at a company called EDAW. It has been about three and a half weeks already. They have their own in-house printing which is really interesting. It is an urban design and planning company so they print large maps and drawings. I like learning how they do it in the real world, even if it is different from what they teach us in school.
The one thing that I wish I knew how to do better before I started this internship is InDesign. Liberty only teaches Quark. The company I am at only uses InDesign and I am understanding it for the most part but have definately gotten stuck. One of the most exciting things is fixing your computer problems. Sometimes I just have to leave it and come back the next day for another attempt. I think something changes overnight and suddenly something clicks and I get this new idea and it fixes everything.
Yesterday I just realized that the building where I work in L.A. is still a functioning theatre. They still have shows there and stuff. Which answers the questions that were going through my mind last week when these girls were in sleeping bags on the side of the building when I walked into work. Duh, they were waiting for tickets. I was sort of confused because these girls were just chillin' outside of where I work. Maybe they are homeless, I thought, which is not an uncommon sight in downtown L.A.. They looked pretty well groomed so I knew they weren't homeless. All this to say that I was intrigued to find out that I work in an old theatre which makes the building even more cool.

2006-03-22T17:22:00.000-08:00

So I finally have my site up and running with actual content that you can see! Thanks to my friend John and his mad coding skills and his generous heart to help me out. Much thanks!

I hope to write more on this thing. I've been slacking a bit on actually writing.

I have been babysitting for this women's bible study once a week. I've been doing since the beginning of this school year. It is interesting to see these kids every week. How they grow and learn new things. There are babies that are sitting up on their own which becomes so natural that it is wierd to get excited about. I love their innocence. It is like a little taste of heaven being around children so young. Noah: age 4. Paige: age 22...This conversation came up through the course of the morning.

Noah: Have you ever played footsy?
Paige: Uh, how do you play that? (inside thought, "how does he know what this is?")
Noah: Well, it is a game that you play by kicking the other person's feet.
Paige: Oh, cool.

Then, of course, he shows me how to play the game and starts kicking my feet, lol. That's how you play footsy.

Moments like these make me laugh and warm my heart at the complete innocence of them.

2006-02-26T11:15:00.000-08:00

View camera, 4x5 film

2006-02-10T10:25:00.000-08:00

View Camera, 4 x 5 film

2006-02-10T10:10:00.000-08:00

View Camera, 4 x 5 film

Here we go

2005-11-11T10:58:00.000-08:00

This is the first entry for my blog on paigefellers.com. I am excited to be developing my own website. YEAH!